Friday, August 3, 2007

Home sick..

When I was in Taiwan, I am always surrounded by people. When I moved to America I was really happy that I can finally get away from all the gossip and talking...until I become one of those who lived alone.
At first, I don't feel anything. That was when I was still in the school. I even like that feeling. You have a quiet environment to study, you go out whenever you want, you stay late whenever you want. All I have to do is call my family once a day and tell them I am doing fine. You still have friends to hang out with.
After I graduated and everyone all moved back to their home country, I suddenly realize..no wonder having a roommate is so important to the life here! And you have to social very well. A lot of people can just talk to strangers for a long time without even knowing them. Sadly I just can't. I am always afraid people don't understand what I am talking about (which is true). I guess living in Taiwan is not a very bad thing anymore. You just carefully select your friends, and careless about the gossip around you. I know my personality, people will like me if I want to.
Sigh..miss Taiwan..Why do I have to have braces on my teeth! Now I have to stay here for another year..Haha maybe thats why they ask me to pay everything up front, I guess a lot of people backed out in the middle of it..:D

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